I’m Still Here GP

I am Cristin McCraw. I’m 44 years old. I’m a survivor of idiopathic Gastroparesis. I was diagnosed in 2010, and had no idea what a wild ride I was in for! I began having symptoms in 2009, and my PCP Alison H. Nguyen, M.D. , actually came up with the idea of me possibly having idiopathic GP. These symptoms included nausea, vomiting, severe weight loss, malnutrition, abdominal pain, bloating, severe constipation, night sweats, fainting, fatigue, trouble concentrating, and so forth. We can all go on for hours about our symptoms.

At that time, I was working on E2 ICU at Stanford Hospital as an RN. This was my dream job of course. 

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I Have Idiopathic Gastroparesis

Melissa Murdock

I’m Melissa, am 38, and have been diagnosed with GP since March 2017. I believe it all started after I was put on an antibiotic for an ear infection. Within a few days I started having issues. I’ve had 4 failed PICC lines/2 TPN rounds and a failed J Tube. I am waiting for the insurance to approve a bypass surgery to remove about 75% of my stomach. I’m very blessed and married my husband at the end of June (the day after getting a PICC placed). We have a big, busy family, we each have 3 kids (yes that’s 6 total) and are a proud US Navy family. I have horror story after horror story of ER visits/hospital stays but I will continue to fight. For myself, husband and kids ?

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I Am 32 And Have Idiopathic Gastroparesis

Jessica Poole

Hello ? I’m Jessica Poole from San Antonio TX. I am 32 years old & I have Idiopathic GP. I was diagnosed in July of 2016. I currently feel I have somewhat of a balance & as much control as I could possibly have of my GP. I take several meds daily to help that balance. I struggle to stay hydrated & manage my nausea & fatigue. I have an amazing support system, my husband & 3 great kiddos.

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Nicolle Arianne Forrest’s Story

I was a young, vibrant, active 37 year old living in the heart of Chicago with an amazing job and awesome social network. I was on top of the world pursuing ALL my dreams. One day, out of the sudden and clear blue, my weight started plummeting…and rapidly. I was constantly on the go, traveling, exercising, dating, shopping, etc., so I didn’t think much of it at first. Then one day, my infinite wisdom clicked and I decided it would be a good idea to use the Internet as a medical guide. Bad idea! I started googling “rapid weight loss” and “nausea” on Internet sites such as WebMD and was horrified about the information I read. The condition(s) listed were extremely frightening. (FYI, I went from 114 lbs to a frail 97 lbs in a two week span). I weighed in on every scale I could find anywhere I went. When I didn’t like the number, I justified in my mind that the scales were faulty or calibrated incorrectly. I am 5’5 and petite-framed to begin with, so every calorie counted and I could NOT afford to lose even an ounce.
I couldn’t digest any solid foods. Applesauce, pureed bananas, soup broth, and shakes became my new best friends. After having the million dollar workup of repeated and costly expensive lab tests which included endoscopies and colonoscopies, I was diagnosed with a clinically dangerously low B12 deficiency. One meal a day was filling. I was starting to feel lethargic. My caloric intake was low. I was emaciated and malnourished. I even fielded embarrassing questions from loved and concerned ones about being anorexic or bulimic. But, to those who know me, I am such a foodie with a sweet tooth that rivals none other. If eating had been an Olympic sport, I would have been a gold medalist. At one point, (at the request of my friends), I even sought counseling from a psychologist and nutritionist. Other than the B12 deficiency, all my lab results were considered within “normal” limits. Not to mention, the sudden onset of nausea and bloating was AWFUL. I felt nine months pregnant and was vomiting 24/7 around the clock.
After ruling out all the routine culprits, according to my symptoms, I was screened for Crohn’s, Celiac, and Pernicious Anemia plus so much more. One day, my GI doctor recommended having a Gastric Emptying Scan (a non-invasive outpatient procedure). Sure enough, the results indicated a diagnoses of moderate to severe GP. I was relieved to finally have a firm and legit diagnosis, but was now wondering why and how I developed this. Since I am NOT diabetic, I was classified in the idiopathic (unknown) category. I knew I was in for a real surprise moving forward. My whole diet was about to change. I obsessed about what I could or could NOT eat anymore. No more french fries or donuts, I thought??? Those were staple items in my every day meal.
My doctor put me on a regimented cycle of Reglan, but it was too aggressive for the lining of my stomach even with a dose of Marshmallow root. So, we switched to a less potent medicine called Domperidone (which sounded like a fancy Champagne to all my non medical friends). However, the problem with Domperidone is that it was NOT currently FDA approved in the United States. I had to order it from a special pharmacy. Sometimes it would take weeks (which felt like eternity) for the shipment to  arrive at my front door.
Fast forward to today. Five years later, I am now 42, feeling relatively healthy and full of energy. Fortunately, I only have bouts or flare ups every 3 months, but they are manageable and tolerable. I started to exercise again routinely and play tennis regularly. Although my diet is somewhat restricted, I have identified trigger foods and watch what I consume. I have found new things for my palate to enjoy and will splurge on eating “trigger” foods in moderation. I have gained some of my weight back but still have a long way to go until I reach my optimal BMI.
The goal of sharing my personal story is to help create awareness and motivate others. Mind over matter is a powerful tool! I have been inspired by reading other stories and wanted to reciprocate with sharing mine. I was determined that I would be the one in control of GP and be in the drivers seat! Unfortunately, and sadly enough, GP is so underfunded, but with the sophisticated technology we have in today’s field of medicine, I am optimistic that we will find a cure one day! I’m sure these amazing scientists and clinical researchers (like my father-in-law) have medications in the pipeline that will one day eradicate GP. The moral of this entire dissertation is for other GPers to realize that although GP might be a hard diagnosis to swallow and digest (literally), one can still lead a happy, normal, and productive healthy lifestyle with the right course of treatment and proper healthcare. I am proof!!!
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